Polar Bear

“Shit happens” Forest Gump, 1990

Lately, I bought the videocam battery cost around rm 400…

after diagnosed at sony centre 2 months ago, it seems that the batteries are expired and required to replace with new ones. However after I bought a battery.. the handycam only functions for few minutes and walla.. Rest In Piece..

Damn… to the realibility of the sony products..

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Lately.. started again cycling.

New generation of cyclists are coming to fitness first. Old ones , retires..

Left a little bit legecy left to newbies.. Sigh..

Such a dear lost.. Maybe the RPM instructors always short lifeted..

Joaanne, I heard is quitting the class… RPM just for hobbies..

Hmm.. tomorrow the fav english sensei class.. Sheela..

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After a while… in the office..

I getting bored… Faiz visited me yesterday.. told me his frustration of his salary.. A lot assumptions that My PDMS admin receive high salary…

After Faiz looking at my pay slip.. just the average joe…

No increament and bonuses..

Uh… lets forget abaut things happen in the office

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Settledown..

Weds here and then…. oh, it’s killing me softly..

relax… my sisters still study.. they need my help.. If I have a wife and a child..don’t ever my sister expecting I’m lending a hand to help them.. other things.. they just soo naive.. and maybe need my help next time… Huhuhu.. that’s why I saves a lot…

No I pod. No laptop. No camera. and the most important thing.. no gf at time being…

However I do support some of my friends.. (sigghh.. I’m not rich to cater all friends).. esp the receptionist at fitness first.. always give me support.. I do give her ice blended to her montly… appriciate her support…
At the office.. I’m quite low profile… but do like a philipino girl (a girl that i like to tease).. however she hate mate.. annoyed at me.. wanted to kill me.. I don’t be a matured (sometime being kiddies is better) person doesn’t mean i wouldn’t take work/things in serious matter..

However, i continue later.. so sleepy..

Huhuhu..

new tyres.. travel a lot last week… genting, penang, temerloh….

Soo tired…

Lately ran a lot on track mill..

even I met with sheela the RPM instructor at curve, maxis and axis… someone recognise me.. Hehehe

“Hey.. we bumped a lot at the RPM class..”

huhuhu.. actually i just started again to my healtier lifesyle..

When bumped into lilian.. “where are u boy?”

she asked.. Hmm… “u looked unhealthy”

Exception for last week… I went to lowyat on wednesday..

escorting a friend to buy his RM2000 camera lanse.. Then he came to office a bit late.. so  called mama and asked for m.c.

then.. changed my tyre.. pilot preceda.. gosh … bankrupt…

to test the slickness of the tyre, I went to genting with my P.A.

(No workout on wednesday)

Thursday.. only RPM on sheela’s class. (no workout on thursday)

Friday went to Penang… I hope I had longer trip.. (no workout on friday & saturday)

I spend a lot of savings.. If my sister lazy to study.. I starlight her head..

so.. today.. went back to temerloh.. (no workout on sunday)

ferenggi beach… maybe i need time there… book the rasa sayang resort next time..

MMC OG is like my life insurance.. when had the dermatologist consultation, I requested facial cream, moisturiser.. bla2 cream .. oh.. and hair regain shampoo..

Wuyoo.. what a blast..

With monthly medical cost around houndrad…

with no salary increamet and bonus… I still received something from the company..

If I can abuse the medical to use botox or plastic surgury.. huhuhuhu..

In office, becoming lazy.. no motivation..

Even more no motivation if people asked me regarding my previous scandal..

Hello… We are 2009 now..

Even thau she asked me these stupid questions.. all I said.. oh yes.. correct correct.. Betul betul..

And all of the questions come from document control department.. believe the plastic left a bit of her lagecy right there..

The reason I write the blog is …

I started my training anjing.. a dog based of training..

Nowdays.. I always went out with males friends…

Most of the obes.. & others are okey..

lately.. going I always meet  with my females friends..

1. a cute girl from philipines that i always call her penguin.. already say “fadhlan macam Gajah, Perut fadhlan besar.” Says just like my nephew just learnt to talk..

However.. all my friends in the office laught at me…

2. A girl … told me..

“A friend of mine told me: U have nice skin.. but fat again .. why?”

3. Lan ain’t u diet or workout anymore?

4. Gendut ( In Indonesian word.. a very large tummy)

5. Eh, sayanglah.. dulu dah ok skit…kau ditinggalkan girlfriend?

6. fat like fatman steamboat.

7. Are u married?

8. U just lost ur motivation like ur wife passed away

9. Sigh.. I don’t wan’t to continue.. it make me depress..

However new year resolution.. I have to workout more… don’t wan’t to be like my friend that cause me to change my car’s arm… due to his thinking that he is weightless and actually seems like an elephant jumping in a large cage..

And the result of 4 days of dog training..

My body aching like hell, damn u shahrul. It is sad, no bonus & increament…

Freedom/Independence/merdeka

How well do we understand the meaning of 51th year celebration?

For me…

2001 - celebration in collage room
2002 - celebrate at pontian
2003 - campfire near waterfall
2004 - celebration at KLCC
2005 - celebrate with bill (introduce nando’s chicken to my mentor)
2006 - celebrate at GYM
2007 - Injured, stayed home
2008 - Respect for ramadan…

Same says, for the young ones it is better go to clubs. Rubbish. After I got older.. I missed my younger days.. We got tired at work & torchering hours in the gym..
And finally end up sleeping early… How do the youngsters know the meaning of merdeka?

I guess next year.. I want to celebrate my merdeka near a beach.. hehehe.. haven’t try yet..

My birthday is coming.. I never celebrate them since I was 21…

1999 - test
2000 - test - party after the test
2001 - test
2002 - no test… class

then I gave up to celebrate my birthday.. in office i have new mentor.. aside of safar & zeman… Fuad is an addition.. Mr. Me as a bonus..

After 51 years of Independence, I still cannot be on my own..During 98, Power told life begin at 40… I’m 27 this year… September 9  to be exact.. My old mentor, mr. me supposedly to be back/report 2 to the office…

I never been to europe like the other members in family.. 27 still single/less burden - I should grab the opportunity (head hunter called me)… Hmm… i’m still learning a lot from my mentors.. to be free from know nothing… I left office back late to explore new things..

I believe when/before I reach 28, I want to work in europe…  however when I heard my old colleague doing his daily prayer on the staircase (singapore), I maybe give a serious thought.

hmm..

seriousness.. hmm… bz lately.. working 8 hours a day sis my max efficiency.. Overtime i feel tired..

Some says.. get a gf..(gf = overhead)

nah… my only problem is money..a lot of resources given to maintain a personal trainer… as a trainer makes u smile while teach u to shout and curse people… good trainer, good trainer..

lately.. I been advised to reduce up my RPM (riadah penuh maksiat).. felt tired & pain on my leg.. I have to run again..

Auch.. sakit..

lieyana ‘lan dah turun 30%’

marilyn ‘ee.. perut tu panda slim skit’

ziham ‘ macam f5 balik’

Wedding receptions.. a lot . . this time…

Nuh was fun..

atikah was great.. ( a friend told me.. ‘ur face so serious.. cold.. why?’)

sara.. I don’t know yet.. attending her reception is a must.. as akak Ina Lim agreed to share present for her most dear friend..

Boruz.. zamzuri… a lot of thinking.

However this 21th promised mum to follow her to dermatologist confrence.. huhuhu.. can get free skin treament like last year…

Tomorrow going to singapore.. hehehe..AVEVA with badrol…

Do u believe in Karma, Qada’ & Qadar or faith..

As a muslim we do.. believe these kind of things..

Lately, I always got viral fever. Due to my surroundings? Hmm.. maybe, most of my colleagues always get MC comment by a shell trainee..

Hmm.. last year.. after ice left, i got my foot injury.. still hunts me till today.. the injury caused my toes & foot crammed after a long duration of excercise..

However there is a girl.. I won’t mention her name… this girl sometimes acted like diddy; dexter’s sister.. If she feel sick.she do acted like a peagon slooth.. two things that cured her for sure.. shopping and excercise.. Seriously.. this kind of cure will give headache to her boy friend too.. hehe.. every time I workout at Menara Maxis..

"heranlah.. si gedik nie.. kalau jalan2, shopping, workout terus sihat."

"Haa.. perli ker.. mentang2 pancit RPM tadi.."

"Betullll.. kalau aku demam ker.. aku pun tak workout.."

I loved RPM .. they release my pressure.. (the work that i always dictate my select2 drafters)… Lately the ‘fatique’ term arised.. almost two rpms class including today.. I can’t push my self…

I missed the old days, when I can feel my heart pumped faster… Mum always advise me.. If I’m recovered from a serious illness.. i would lost my strength and stamina.. rest for two weeks.. &  i believe her so, as I’m get older wiser..

Back to gedik’s story.. she pancit at the middle of RPM.. as Wayne our RPM instructer always told the crowd in the mauntain challange .."U started it, U better finish them"….

However the most excercise she always do is the skiing excercise..

Hmm.. I will miss the RPM as I’m going to do the cardio machine more…  Always do what gediks did in california.. After 28 days of hardwork… she lost 2.3 kg… Congrats.. Unfortunately.. she gained weight again.. COME on gedik.. JOin menara maxis..

The last time I remember that I would have a great team was good comunication between each members…

I trusted cikgu Apis in a lot of things.. he’s really on of the sidekicks after butet kicked out from KUiTTHO.. also Jai, hasni, taufik, romai..

Fast fowards to 2008.. the conditions defers a lot… I don’t like to helm any projects any more. The reason of success we have the right team with understanding each other capabilities..

Azlan the dweller told me that "don’t let the people rankings lower than you, dictate or push you in the job"… I’m like a dictator… huhuhu.. anyway that is the reason I still thriving..

Funny things happen today.. My Engeneering colleagues teast me..

Hmm.. SIngle? Gay like my super senior at MCKK. cauple lelaki terancang ngan personal trainer (I do wish ice trained me back - shahrul is better)… Work alone..

Beginning 2007, I promised my self… don’t ever take that kind of challange.. Proven.. I could give what they asked for.. except I don’t know the outcome later on… esp at office akak ina, zarina and a few other women trust me.. & they believe the good in me..

Minor setback in life, I’m too focused with my JOB.. a lot of things to learn in a fast track project.. I did ask Ramon regarding why he still survived with the company.. simple reason.. "I’m happy with my Job & my family loves what I’m doing.." the reason he left Technip because he don’t want to leave his family alone in Kuala Lumpur..

Just recover from viral fever.. munir msg me.. Wanna Go to singapore? hehehe.. AVEVA maybe.. however the car required a lot of maintainance lately..

Our Recent oil price hike..

all of the sudden, the project crammed to a 2 months design phase.

Damn quite hectic..

Some arguements arised

I’m acting like mahathir..showing my dictatorship..

recently, what happens in Malaysia.. we have a high profile soap opera.. One of our friends has some morale values, others cannot make a decission, others claimed they have a headache..

I don’t like to say something bad to my colleagues.. however if some fast track projects.. communication plays important roles.. I worked 3 weeks back to back.. however these low educations drafters just don’t appriciate what I’m doing…

Their solution.. send first, repair later… STUPID..

Now overtime NO MORE.. as their piping lead told me that he could select any admins he like..So I’ll slowing up my pace..

Weddings…

Outings…
Workloads..
Gym Torcherous moments….

Lately.. more workload.. The D1 projects… Damn Fastrack..
MGP-1..
Jabung.. all went down to the drains.. hehehe..

I have to do overtime again.. lately.. & my gym has to assigned back to KLCC..
Sigh.. No More Cute Herny & Energertic Lilian…
Sob missed these beautiful amoi faces..

Diet.. Arghh.. Spoiled..
However I worked out hard everyday… felt like dying when arrived home…
Seems the polar bear turned into PANDA..
Arghh..
Morover I be true to my self.. a good eater..

Weddings..
For the SMKTMians 98.. I’m the only Kuittho bachelor left of that kind..
Jalut - married
Farid - married
Syed - married
Me -quest to toughen my abs..
HUhuhu.. Panda is a Panda..

& one of my wedding crasher tag team.. also get hitched.. Hehehe.. Only able to watch Football on the 1st half…

Still remember raya 2006.. supposely butet will get married 1st..
However.. huhuhuhu… Problems..

Ahaks.. he missed the gurl a lot.. hehehe..
Who cares tet.. the choices still on our hands..

One thing I still hope for… to go out with the girl who challange me two years ago.. However I don’t dare to ask directly..

Hehehe.. I’m a JINX…

Lately.. I’m happy to meet my 10 years lost old friends, ziham & fit..& shahril
We out a lot.. We ate a lot.. laugh a lot…
A few chick noticed my friend.. ziham…
CUTE… hehehe
However he still pursue for the English gurl… Good luck friend..

last year.. horrible + terrible + injured + PDMS sucks..

This year, a lot of changes .. Salal was right… Stay on track what eva happens..

The office is preparing for something big….

In my life there are a few mentors that i respect the most…

Beside my parents & family…

I have a new mentor.. he show me the way & i have to figure by myself.. I like his style..

My old mentor Goat Dweller and Mr. ME thaught me 3 precious thing.

1. Do not bow to people pushing/preassuring you

2. Be yourself.

3. Stay to be as a PDMS guy (simple words: don’t quit).

I hate being a focal point for PDMS in the office. Less popular, more jobs, more pressure, less effective work (more overtime), being a black goat. I just want to learn for a few years first.

Yesterday, late in the evening. Azman showed me something as I like to explore the function.. (stupid MMC they ain’t developed their PDMS system). Something valuable… that never crossed in mind the potientail milk money that could be produced..

However.. there are another mother**** that i like/despised the most..

My personal trainer + liyana /ex-personal trainer

They force me to workout like asshole.. I felt the pain everytime i back home.. The best part is they seems to enjoy making me losing my manners, weight and sweat… & they never quit doing so to push me till I get almost ill..

Damn U…. But I respect them.. Hehehehe..